i know, i know ... it's been two months since my last post.
i'm ashamed to say that i've completely slacked off since then. my anxiety (and stress) was at an all-time high, and i was unsure of how to deal with it all. so essentially, i just shut down. it was easier to not have to think about weight loss and all that in entails.
as i've gotten bigger over the years, the more i'm uncomfortable around other people. i hate being the "fat" girl in the room, but i'm not doing anything to change it.
well, with any luck, that stops now ... for good.
i think i'm ready to do this for me.
let's see if i can see it through to the end.
